Dear Handsome Boy

Dear Handsome Boy,

I never wanted things to be like this. I always envisioned our relationship as being one with lots smiles and hand holding. I imagined making love to you in Florida. I pictured a person who I could show everything to, trust, and just be with. I wanted somebody to love. I wanted you, but I wanted things to be a bit different than they are now. I wanted peace. I wanted fun. I wanted serious. Yes, I wanted everything. I wanted it all.

Now, I would settle with you just picking up the phone. I don't know why we fight so much. Maybe it's because we are bored. We both love each other so much. There is no way that either one of us could be misguided enough to believe that our relationship is in danger. But, sometimes I do get scared, even though I know we will be okay. I get scared because you don't seem to like me as much as I like you. You hang up on me, you call me a bitch and you are rarely romantic.

I want things to be different. I want you to stop telling me not to call. I want you to actually want me to call. I want you to call me. I want you to tell your parents to back off. I want more hugs. I want to move in with you. I want the freedom of just being together. I don't want any more of this shit. I want to be able to be myself when I'm with you. I want to hold your hand in the rain, run with you in the sunshine and kiss you in the snow. I want to belong to you. I want us to always be together.

What do you want?

Love,

Pretty Girl

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